Mundane Self.

I really, really, really don’t know what to do with my life.
I don’t wanna live my life.
I wanna have somebody else’s life.
Or somebody else’s dreams, and nightmares.
I don’t have a self.
I want a concrete, urgent kick into this bubble I live in, and launch me into the current everyone else is in.
It never worked…nothing ever worked
Nothing is on this moat.