Back to class from Raya mood.(NOT really!).No Raya mood for me this year.
Now writing from Kg Baru.From the day I went back home for Raya break (Thursday last 2 weeks) to Friday last week,I’m not in KL.Well,I am.But only for hours,on Tuesday.Haha.
I’m thinking of the title post just now.
-Unforgettable Raya- (Yup!REALLY unforgettable.but…also have VERY FORGETABLE moments.)
-Adventurous Raya- (Quite true.But…that’s just 3rd Raya onwards and not the crucial days.1st – 2nd.So…)
-Boring Raya- (70% true.Because the nice part comes after 3rd Raya.Again.)
-The Best Raya- (Tipuuuuuuuuu!!!No way.Penipu besar ni.)
I couldn’t fit this Raya into any of these titles.So,I put dot dot dot.Haha.Serius.Bosannye 1st Syawal!!Tak terkata bosan.Setakat pakai baju elok n bangun awal,ak rase takde ape sgt.Lagi pulak ak sampai kampung lambat.Sampai je semua dah masak.Kalau dulu,join the preparation.Masak2…Borak2…Saudara yg ada pun ramai.Tapi tahun ni?Duh.
Family member pun tak cukup,saudara tak cukup.Mood tak cukup.Seronoknye, dapat raya dgn abang sulung ak n family die…
I miss the old times.I miss the trip to kampung, with my whole siblings (exclude 2 Abang ak).I miss the mood of preparing foods.I miss the waves of people come and go,beraya kat rumah nenek ak tu.
Most importantly,I miss the people,that are NOT present in this year’s Raya.Eventhough I dunno if that will change anything.
The trip on 3rd Syawal to 6th Syawal was the unforgettable one.I felt this is the only trip that we really do what we want.Completely out of plan! Will always stays in my memory. For some reasons, I can’t tell the story here. =\
I don’t really care of Raya these past years. I just get excited when I was at MRSM Serting, and KMJ, as I live out of KL. Excited of being back home.Not really of being able to celebrate Raya,you know. I thought of it as a part of Cuti Raya.But still this kampung is the ultimate place to balik raya.Takkan raya KL kan?Atau tempat lain?Tak nak la.Nak raya Jasin gak.Hehe.
But approaching this year,somehow I felt the Boring part of Raya. Is it because of age? (cakap macam dah tua sangat) You’re no longer interested in main mercun,jalan2 raya etc. Your mother doesn’t make cookies and kuih raya anymore. Your sisters and brothers already married and have their own responsibilities. And another home to come back for Raya. You’re missing out the fun stuff. Now you’re focused on serving the guests and relatives that come by. And take care of the kids and babies. o.O .
I’m not looking forward for any of the fun things anymore. I just want my family to be complete and having a blast of Raya with other relatives.
The best thing to look forward to.
Oh!And these two.
Ak bersyukur je.Untuk semua.
Selamat datang, Raya 1431h!
Thanks Nana.Mention nama ak lak tu.Ye ye ak tau pe nickname ak yg ko gune kat situ…Haha
Macam biasa,soklan open-ended.Tak berapa nak hebat la jawab2 ni.
1. Nama-nama timangan anda:
Banyak.Bukan timangan la.Lebih kpd nama2 pendek.(Padahal nama penuh ak pendek dah).Redha je org nak panggil ape.Cume jangan mistake ‘F’ dengan ‘P’!!!!
2. Anda seorang yang:
Soalan paling susah.Hmmm…banyak fikir?Logikal lebih dari emosional (emm..),Observer.Entah la.
3. Insan teristimewa:
Special people must be someone that I’ve known for years and years…Time is the only way to tell. + Keluarga ak tu wajib la.
4. Lagu kesukaan anda buat mase ini:
Life After Love – Colored Shadows.
5. Makanan kesukaan anda:
Hahaha…penat jawab soalan ni..Refer kat post sblm ni la.
6. Sikap yang buatkan anda stress:
Kalau tengah shopping/keluar/jalan2,sikap org yang asyik mengingatkan tentang masa.Issshh ak tak suka betul.Semua nak cepat.Lainla kalau tgh kejar bas ke,nak pergi kelas ke,takpe la jugak.Eyy.Biasanye ak fire je org2 ni.Adoi.Maaf ye.Tapi memang anti.
7. Warna kesukaan??
Black,Blue.Recently,I like pastel colors.But I also like dark colors.LOL
8. 3 bende yang mesti ada dalam beg:
Wallet,Handphone,Kunci + House scan card
9. Bila kali terakhir anda menangis..kenapa??
???Can’t remember.I find myself not crying on the supposed sad events.
10. Tag 6 rakan anda:
Tahla.Tengok la siapa yg macam rajin.keh3
Ditagged oleh Benzaldehyde! (hihihi)
Ak tak hebat jawab soalan2 close ended ni.So…ni la jawapan ak.
THREE NAMES I GO BY
2) Haf (Yana je panggil camni.Haha)
3) emmm…panggilan yg mesra sket ni fmily n kwn2 lme je pnggil.xnak tulis la.hehhh.
THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE
1) Hamba Allah (tiru jawapan epa.hihihi)
2) Tukang masak/jage rumah mase cuti
3) takdak la.
THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED
THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO (right now)
1) Langkawi,dgn whole family.Revive balik vacation thn 2004.Ingat?
2) Negara2 Mediterranean.Mcm nice je.
3) Rumah abg ak n wife dia di Perth.Nak menyibok.
THREE OF MY FAVOURITE FOODS
1) Sambal ikan bilis
THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO
1) Hidup (esp Makan)
2) Masa depan.
3) Travelling around the world…bilakah?
THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED
2) Anak kucing (sama la gak…)
3) Tak jaga haiwan lain selain kucing
THREE FRIENDS WHO WILL REPLY
1) Epa kot..
2) Nana?Kalau die terINGAT nak drop by blog ni la.heheh
3) Kakak ak.Bile ade internet nanti. =)
THREE FAVOURITE BANDS/SINGERS (for now)
1) Coldplay (always and forever)
3) Rachael Yamagata
THREE FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH
3) Weird sports!Mcm Cheese Rolling (UK).Hahaha lawak2
THREE FAVOURITE DRINKS
1) Teh O panas.Nice!
2) Milo Ais
3) Air Kosong
THREE FAVOURITE SONGS ( right now )
1) A Message – Coldplay
2) I Miss You – Blink 182 (tersuke balik.Haha)
3) Hamburg Song – Keane
THREE PERSON YOU WANT TO TAG
1) My sister.sofi.
Today, me and housemate went down to Bazar Kampung Baru digging for foods for breaking fast earlier, at 6:10pm. Usually we went out at 6:30pm++.
Typical menu :
- Ayam Goreng RFC (perghh…ak dah fikir nak beli 1 bungkus tepung goreng die ni nak bawak balik rumah) = RM2.50
- Nasi (makanan wajib)
Nasi Campur (campur kuah je) = RM1.20 atau Nasi Beriani = RM3.50
- Kuih (sebagai tambahan…huhuhu)
Murtabak (ada 1 kedai ni sedap.Tapi takleh lawan Murtabak Greenwood ah…) = RM2.00
Popiah (serius popiah kat bazar ni sedapppp!) = RM2.00 (dapat 6)
atau kedua-duanya sekali = RM4.00
- Air (kadang-kadang) = RM1.00/RM2.00 (yang besar)
Hari ni, kombinasi makanan ak adalah Ayam RFC + Nasi Beriani + Air Buah. Macam sket je. Tapi, total die RM8 gak. Ak ni berat sket bile kire2 je, bayar lebih dari RM6. Ni kire kedekut atau jimat? Masalahnya memang agak mustahil la nak dapat set makanan berbuka bawah RM6…Tadi ak tak beli kuih popiah sebab ade goreng cekodok sket. Ak rasa bersalah bile beli makanan pakai duit banyak ni. Tapi mak ak selalu kate, kalau bab2 makan, jangan simpan2 duit. Ak berpegang kpd kata2 tu kot (alasan!). Bagus kalau beli makanan sket je. Perut pun tak lah rase macam nak pecah. Kenyang air je lebih tu. Paling sedap bila kite berkadar2 dan bersederhana…
Senang cakap, duit memang kering/pokai/kokak. Keluar macam air. Tambah dengan bayaran2 wajib *geram betul pasal mende ni* la ape la. Ishhhh.
Surely today is a special day.Partly because of the date.This date will happen only once in the whole lifetime.For another 2 hours (at the time of writing) at most before entering 10/9/09.I’ve also heard the buzz about the 12:34:56pm on 7/8/9.I dunno why but these stuff always fascinates me.I have a thing for the time 11:11pm which some people say the best time to wish, especially for someone that you love.Not that I believe it…No.It’s just something interesting to know.Like,how I find it a little scary when everytime I look at my phone’s clock randomly,the time is 7.11 (usually in the evening),which coincidentally match my birth date.7th November.I know, I know.It doesn’t mean anything.It’s just surprising + scary.To be looking at a combination of numbers which make up your birthdate when you’re looking randomly at the clock.
So,anyway,there are also some interests in the number 23. Why? I dunno about this one but I came to know about it when the movie The Number 23 starring Jim Carrey was released on 2007.It’s something about Paganism, as far as I’m concern. In Islam,yes of course, many miracle numbers are related to Islam. Check this out on the number 361. There are many more that I’ve come to know in these past years but which I don’t really know 100% so I wouldn’t write about it. And, this one movie that my family like a lot,The Omen which revolves around the number 666, related to something in the Bible.
Now I wonder, is there any ‘special’ numbers/set of numbers that are NOT related to any kind of beliefs or religion?Everytime a number is said as special, it must be somehow related to these. Even how the 11:11pm thing came out is a mystery. It is said as the digits related when Angels and Spirit Guardians are nearing you, trying to make their presence noticed by using these sets of 11.11 or 12.12 (4.44,5.55 and so on) or using electrical devices like traffic lights and of course,lights. It’s described as something…celestial. As a Muslim, we have limitations on our knowledge to these invisible (ghaib) beings that we can’t see. We firmly believe that they are real and exists, but the worlds are separated, for our own good. I mean, we don’t even know how they REALLY look like. From hadiths, it was said that some of the Prophets who are granted to see these Malaikat. And it’s not a normal experience. I wouldn’t dare thinking. It’s all in His superior knowledge.
But, I guess they were really something in numbers. Why do they make TV shows like Numbers and movies based on the mystery of numbers? It must be because of the curiosity, and the interest. We’re always keen on numbers, like a date of something important event is happening. Which one is the most likely that people will remember?? The date. Not the day. Time, date, length, weight, are basic stuff that are explained in the terms of numbers. We can’t calculate anything without using numbers. Mathematics, is a mystery. How you can actually estimate the probability of an event is just soooo not normal. Also, strange patterns in this world that somehow can be explained using mathematical equations/sequences (flower petals were used to describe this), stuff like conjectures (Kepler’s, Poincare’s etc), theorems bla bla bla.
The thing is, this whole big world is so mysterious. I dunno if I’m overly observant but really, it does gets me everytime. I’m not a genius in Maths. If I am, I’ll be talking Maths right now LOL and tries to solve mathematical matters. Even using Maths, we can decipher the cosmos, and the universe. That’s why when I realised I’m interested in Ilmu Falak and Astrophysics, I know I should ditch the idea because I’m not good in Physics. Well, I’m here doing Pharmacy, which demands Chemistry at my fingertips! (which I’m not…currently). Maybe I’m interested to the mystery.
To put it simply, mysterious things attracts me..(LOL LOL not really important!). The point is, I thought numbers are mysterious and downright fascinating. I once thought that (during school time. =p), if we master these numbers (and all the stuff related to it, like Maths), we’ll know the secrets and hidden messages behind the beings and things existed in this world. I’m sure this doesn’t sounds appropriate to my age right now, so…well. Haha. Just a childhood thought.
Let’s be back to the mathematical problems encountered in this Pharmacy course alone. Numerous equations and theories, especially in Pharmaceutical Technology I, where it’s basics are Physics. Not my favourite subject! Right now, let’s just live. Everyday stuff can also have it’s wonders. =)
Taken from our house 22nd floor from these past few days.
The ‘grayest’ Ramadhan in my whole life (as far as I can remember). But today is getting hotter.
Anyway,I heard that 31st August (Merdeka Day) will be happening in Ramadhan month for another 32 years.Yeah.No more money used for the expensive fireworks!!!Only when I’m somebody’s grandma then we’ll see the fireworks show again.
But still,Merdeka Day was tainted by the usual stuff;Mat Rempit(s),Khalwat,Arak,Orang bersorak tak tentu hala malam2 buta etc.Look back into the few days before 31st August.So much had happen.The most unpleasant is this.
Tomorrow my classes start at 8am and I don’t want to miss sahur like yesterday.
Will write again.